Week 6 -- Burnout

Yesterday sucked. I can't believe how stressful grocery shopping was. People were so desperate -- it was a total free-for-all. Easter is already hard for me as it makes me very homesick. I really missed Mimi yesterday.  She and her home were always magical on Easter and Christmas. She took such pride in entertaining and creating a beautiful atmosphere for her grand feasts. I'm grateful for all those memories, but right now, it just pisses me off that her beautiful and amazing house is now just a shit pit for untreated mental illness. I don't want to ever see it again, but I will never stop missing it.

A home is supposed to be a refuge, but right now it feels like a prison and I want out.